Akhirnya melankolis yang kemarin hilang juga
semangat kembali
Choo happy 100%
Last night, I watched "kimi ga petto"
It is a very good dorama
aktingnya jun matsumoto yang g kirain nggak bisa akting peran seperti itu
karena beda 180* dengan perannya di gokusen
good story with good characterization
especially the main female character
strong,cool,beauty
but actually just too stiff,can’t be honest
and yasashii
sok kuat
I think a little bit similar to me
I think the reason why I can’t explain my difficulty
is because I am afraid
Actually maybe I am thinking about what is friend is?
I can’t or I am afraid that if I think someone as a friend
I will get hurt
because how if he or she didnt think the same as me
that’s why I am like this
I want to change
demo wakaranai dou tsuru ga ii?
maybe I just dont want to walk and find it
can’t be seperated from the past
Kadang susah juga jadi orang melankolis
mood yang nggak tertahankan untuk stay blue
nggak tahu kenapa jadi sedih
sometimes without reason
or I just dont realize what is the reason
pokoknya bawaannya jadi melankolis
segala kata2 puitis muncul bertebaran di otak
Ah….sigh
Shioganai ne?
Which one is your personality?
Introvert or Extrovert?
I think I am introvert
what is introvert?
introvert is a person that dont talk much about her secret
actually it is not because the secret is so private
so she can’t share
but because she thinks there is no need for it
Extrovert :people can share her secret so easily
because she think it doesn’t matter to talk the secret out
Am i right?
I dont understand why human feeling sad inside her heart
I dont understand why human can’t be what he want to be
THe most thing that I dont understand why we can’t attend and get what we want to have
but I know exactly there is no reason for it
we are alive because we are alive
then because human cen’t accept those kind of life
so they are searching for a purpose
Nandarou ka na?
I have a friend that she is the first friend that I think understand me
but now we are too far away to talk
because now I am here to study english in another city
the problem here is I heard the bad things or rumour about her
but I dont care ( my other friend say that she has a child without the father for the child)
I just want to know about her and still be friend
I appreciate her so much so I dont care how bad she had done
because I think that in the past
she has treated me well as a friend ,dont like my other friend who leaved me when I need that person
Actually there is no big problem
tada I am confuse whether to call her or not
just to say hello or to know her news
I dont know
I dont think Romeo and Juliet is stupid
because human is so complex
whowill know what will happen
no body know what you will do when you fall in love
but it doesn’t matter right?
