initiative
I think the most important thing
when you get a friend or
be a friend with someone is initiative
if you hope forever that everyone that really want to become your friend
can stand your passive personality
it’s wrong
maybe they will try to understand
but not for forever or always
In the past I’m also like that
someone that will never invite
but always waiting for the invitation
Now I realize it is wrong
and I try to be active
maybe in the past
some people make me trauma
and I was scared of "rejection" so I never invite
Now, it’s still
but I will keep moving forward
be the person that "mengulurkan tangan" dengan tulus
not the person that waiting forever for other people to save her
Now sometime I still afraid of rejection
but may be I can take it easy
If people that you already try your hard to become his friend
but it never get back or returned
Just one thing that u can do
accept it.
Watashi mou jubuun ganbarimasu
genkai ga arun da
Bad it is bad to be angry
I will try to accept it
